Eye am not your faithful concubine Nor will I any longer allow my temple 2 B your mistress How long did you think that I would allow you 2 continuously exploit my innocence viciously deceiving myself as I deceive her? I say her, because she is me and I am her No you can no longer mistreat me by claiming me only to be your miss Thus resulting in stress for the eye I’m walking away; as a matter of fact I’m running to reclaim my purity from the things of this sleeping world that has continuously Tried to sicken my soul and steal my wisdom I was expected to bare a smile on my face because “at least you told me the truth, That there was a “her,” therefore you never lied 2 me, You still think that you were always true Hmm your truth. My lie. My façade of pretending to be ok with being your freak and your prize. I cant believe I allowed you’re your poisoness manhood that was drenched in the bodily secretions from your so- called woman to enter my garden of Eden. On top of that, within my illusion of our relationship, you betrayed my essence By “befriending” a mutual friend – because you were so inclined to think that it was your responsibility to entertain her without giving second thought to how that may make me feel you opened Pandora’s box and either unconsciously or cleverly try to guise it with the nobility of you just trying to be a good man Because of my third eye – I have foresight and can see into the future of your real intentions, but I guess Karma’s a bitch – because as I stole from your girlfriend, the mutual friend stole from me but then again, how can she steal from me what was never mines? How did I expect loyalty from you, when you don’t even know how to be loyal to your own people – your “so- called girlfriend?” You have to excused my ego and my resentment As although I am conscious, I am speaking from my pain body because my feelings have seriously been crushed – and you don’t seem to get that Rihanna and Neyo’s song comes to mind reminding me how much I hate that I … NO YOU MAY NO LONGER KISS ME NO YOU MAY NO LONGER CARESS ME NO YOU MAY NO LONGER SEX ME NO YOU MAY NO LONGER LIE, USE AND ABUSE THE DEPTHS OF MY SOUL Because eye am trying to reconnect with my spirit, dignity and integrity I’ve diligently removed your fingerprints from my precious stained glass windowAnd have drank from the fountain of Chakrah Teas which lovingly fills my essence with the Truth “I Am” worthy of a life partner, who will always be truthful, loyal and sincere He will develop a 6th sense of foreseeing how his small interactions may phase me because he would take the time to truly care about me as a friend – without putting himself and his selfish feelings ahead of my own He will only want to chill with me in the wee hours of the morning, smoking, drinking and vibing, because that is OUR thing without my personal female essence – the high just isn’t the same – the reason for even getting high is deemed insane – because eye am not there and he cares He can truly love me and only me and his manhood bears only my name And curves directly to the opening of only my wombniverse And so it is… P.S But yeah – we can be friends. But the wise soul in me wonders, how can he possibly be a faithful friend, when he still doesn’t know how to be a faithful man?
